Silent Letter

If I’m honest with myself, I never want to stop talking to you, ever. I was just that happy with you.  But circumstances required us to part, and while I know I can still call you, I decide against it, because I don’t want to look desperate, and plus, why – after I’ve said “goodbye” to you multiple times now?  I guess I feel like I should have it figured out – whether this goodbye is final or not.  So far, it has been in a way.  And while I know that you will continue to live your life, I hope you are happy, and that you never forget me.  And I hope you remember all the times that you made me laugh.  Maybe we weren’t going to last forever, but I would’ve held on just a little bit tighter.  But I think my heart told me to tell you: “No, I can’t hold on any longer.”  Maybe it was for a reason that I don’t quite understand, but I want you to know that not a day goes by when I don’t think of you. And I want you to know that that’s the truth.